Wisdom cannot be replaced by knowledge… the other side of the coin prompted me to respond and reflect on something I have written couple of months ago.. The essence of that writing was why can’t the sensation just be that sans creating an image of it and entangle the being in thought that leads to desire to possess and hold on to that mirage image of that sensation … Now let me make sense of this idea of can knowledge help us to unravel those deep layers of our existence. What does this quest for knowledge does to us.. the meaning of cognition.. why do we have to interpret, recognize, reason or above all judge…
When I look at a flower why do I have to know if that is a daisy or a lily. All that matters is the sensation comes from the smell, it’s essence and the beauty of it… They look much better on abundance that in a flower vase at home. Why are we running to acquire knowledge that is ultimately going to suffocate our hearts and minds.. Do I really have to know which one is lily and which one is a daisy?
As for me these days, I am in a deadlock of my pursue of an ideal and my occasional acceptance of who I am-…the greedy, envious, violent, merely having an ideal of non-violence, of non-greed, so on a so forth which is of little value.
What affects me the most is how sometimes people perceive past relationships… Is overcoming the pain of losing the one you claim to have loved is to ridicule that togetherness. It is a sad reality in many instances. These reflections do take me back to those days of conversations that lasts till 4am when once had to wake up and go to taht mundane job but nothing matters when one's soul is satisfied…
