I never thought letting go was going to be this excruciating….The implications of attachment.. A tragedy…Abandonment.. None understood my innate fear of abandonment. How can one completely negate jealousy, attachment and every form of possessiveness? Can one be free of all and can I be free of all? Can compassion exist if you belong to something or someone…
I am watching this beautiful tree and the valley through my door.. An absolute joy but at the same time it also transport to times of the past which unleashes many emotions. This in turn impedes from enjoying this beautiful tree and the valley fully. Thought sustain the pleasure of yesterday and continuity today and tomorrow.. This same thought in revolt…. results in aggression, hate and many other forms of emotions and the unleashed energy of hate which is again another form of pleasure. The pursuit to pleasure and the aggression when it is thwarted. We build on it and our values, judgments, relationships are based on this essential principle pleasure and self expression.
Mmhh I shall continue my state of confusion…
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